tonight was sweet;;untill i got home

                     L8r<3Shawn

yes

<3Lauren Gervasi<3

okL8r<3Shawn

         just fergit e v e r y t h i n g

</3 

altho i ment e v e r y t h i n g

so maybe

there is  a     maybe there will

way out of this?  be an us?

     Iev.learned.not.to.trust.

     Alot.of.ppl.In.My.life.

it's all     Yer.Not.One.Of.Them.

on you

what

do

you

want?

       <3: shawnnn x x

                                                                  i hate a lot of chicks

</3:shawn

[[this is goanna be a long post, so if u dont like reading them i sudjest u stop reading...now]]

TODAY was pretty cool, went to Travis's, hung out, went home, went to Zacs but as i left Zacs i had a really weird feeling about sumthing bad happening.  I come home to my dad being pissed as shit (whats new?).  I asked him if he was ok he sed no i asked what was wrong he sed "just not a good fuckin night..at all" so i told him i'd been trying to call Karen all day, asked if she was home he sed ya shes in her room.  So i went back into my room and started talking on online, i get a knock on my windo, Cody and Tyler, we're juss talking and Payton and his sister and like 2 other ppl come running up "SHAWN YER DAD HIT PAYTONS CAR TWICE!" Iem like, well fuck.  I saw the truck against Payton's car and i was like shitt, but i didnt kno it was my dads truck cos as i was riding by my house it looked like no one was home.  So i go and ask my dad "hey dude is that yer truck out there?" he was like "mhm" i was like well theres a bunch of ppl out there he was like "owell they'll keep walking" i guess he didnt kno his truck was ontop of paytons.  But the cops came, my dad yelled at the cops (as usual).  But the thing is-THE COPS THOUGHT IT WAS ME AND MY FRIENDS WHO STOLE MY DADS TRUCK AND RAN IT INTO PAYTONS?!?! First of all; I cant drive sticks Seccond; IEM NOT DUMB ENUFF TO TAK EMY DADS TRUCK!  But almost everyone that was out there thought it was me that stole my dads truck EXCEPT Karen.  My dad thinks i did it, the cops, payton's rents.  Its just fuckin retarded that i get blamed fer everything.  And to top it off, i bitched Erin out which i can giv a fuck less about cos iem tired of being fucked over, she was the last fuckin person to ever fuck me over i swear to god.  Well iem really pissed right now so iem goanna go. L8r

</3: Shawnnn x x

THIS IS LIFE

THIS IS STRUGGLE

THIS IS LOVE

THIS IS WAR

i tried making rootbeer yesterday with water and a piece of rootbeer candy.  it looks like piss.  I love Reidi Bezak, shes the best.

<3: shawnnnn x x

HAPPY

BEE

DAY

TOO

MEE

my

birthday's

tomorrow

<3: Shawnnn xx

so i went to the mall, got 3 shirts; A7X, Thrice, and Thursday.And a Cd: Atreyu; The Curse.  Me Zac saw Anchorman, but before it started i went to get a drink and i saw Morgan and Jessica i think it was and they sat by me and Zac so it was pretty rad, the movies halarious.  Neways so me and Zac are waiting outside fer Karen to pick us up and these 3 kids got busted fer shop lifting and 1 of the kids mom was talking to the cops and the dad liek PEALS around the corner all pissed and i was like awww yer cool ass hole but he ddint even hear me cos Zac barely heard me and he got out the car and goes "look at these little bitches" talking to me and Zac i was like Dude what the fuck? we didnt do shit he goe "Shut up" Zac was all like "its not our fault yer kid steals fat ass" and we juss laughed and he walked away we were like wtf we didnt even say nething to him? Owell.  I saw Erin today, ya i think iem goanna ask her out 2morro, i wud have today but i had to werk shit out with sum1.  Well i gtg. L8r.

<3: shawnnnn x x