i know what i need to do and i personally think that it's the right desicion to make. I need to go back for good. Ofcoarse im going to miss a couple of people but the main person im goanna miss is the person i've pretty much been staying for and i feel like she dosn't even appreciate that. It's so hard for me to leave though man, i'll be leaving so many people i want to graduate with, so many people i've gotten close to within 2 years, so many good+bad memories. I feel if i go back to california it will definatly make things much better, it'll also make things much worse because i'll be leaving a lot of people;;my friendz. My momz tellin me not to make nay desicions yet because it's too early to tell anything but I think 2 monthes is more than enough time to realize what i want/need. But uhh if i do decide to stay once i get out there, i can either do two things 1) Just stay and have my dad send all my stuff out to me while im in California, or 2) Come back for a little bit, pack all my stuff then go back. I think i think about all this too much, but it's kind of a big deal to me even if it dosn't seem like it to other people. But i've been getting like zero sleep lately, so i need to go. Later
December 7, 2004
December 4, 2004
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l rsweet so this week's been so lame
- -it's been like
lets talk shit about ppl and be two face douche" week"
!!!sweet
Madalyn might be moving for like 6 monthes which is defintaly tragic
i like barely lastest those 2 or 3 monthes when she left this summer
ahh i'll miss her like a lot if she leaves but uhh if it'll make things better
(which i really dont think it will)
then i'll support whatever her desicion is &shit
thats teh chick that wants to fight Tyler. he called her a filthy nigger
ahahahahhaha haha ha ahahha ahahaha aha ahaha aha ahahaha
i havent talked to Chelsea in awhile, kinda sux
Shelby can eat a dick, slut with a boyfriend who looks like the geico lizard
sweet life d000d
bye
edit tw0
i got my hair cut, Emy did it for me
?i like it a lot emily so shut up& shit k
im going to see remembering never, it dies today, most precious blood, and dead to fall tomorrow with morgan and her brother trees@
?i'll post pictures if i decide to take my camera
i hung out with Reidi tonight& her cute friend Toni tonight
we got sams choice cola
she won the blue cow for me, but the machine was a jew and dropped it
the show was okay, the crowd was kind of weak but overall the show was good
it was a big ass fuckin veganfest;;kinda gay
there was like 3 fights;;coooool pff
bye
©mej
December 2, 2004
November 28, 2004
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edit1
.i met this girl, Chelsea
.definatly a neat+cute gurl
she most definatly makes me smile a lot
edit2
so ive been thinking about like, moving back to california after i go back for christmas, seemz like lately i have nothing here, all (okay the majority) of my friendz have been realllyy annoying lately, i hate it here, the school is gay, i want my old friendz back
but uhh i wont be like 100% on it untill i go back for the 2 weeks, so i can get the feel of my moms new house. shiattt
tyler checking out his battle woundz,HA! no, rug burnn
christmas lights, n shiat
my new camera im getting for xmas thanks
so me and lindsey are cool now
shes a pretty good person to talk to about shiat
thnx d00d
kbye
November 21, 2004
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im feeling kinda creative, i want my new camera...now
?this gurl i luk up to...and down on pff not
xnovemberxdreamx: your a very beautiful young boy
hahahahaahhaaahahahaahhahahah! !!!! !11!1!!!!!
?stfu i dont update ok
tonight is fun, too much to tell
but tonight was fun
thats all you need to know
kbye
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