so as it terns out im not over madalyn

                        i hung out with chris and megan tonight. I was trying not to think about Madalyn at all and it werked, me and Megan kissed once er twice and everything was (btw were not going out yet it was just one of those things that happend) going great untill we went to the pool and i sat down and i saw this chick who looked EXACTLY like Madalyn and it totally stoped me from not thinking about her.  So i left.  I cant be around sumone i like but then think about the person i loved.  Ppl are telling me i've been happier without her; and primaraly I am...But I always find my self in positions where i thot i was never happier with anyone in my life besides Madalyn.  Iuno it juss seems like now that we're not together, she's everywhere.  Well i bet yer tired of hearing me bitch.  And i doubt anyones goanna read this cos its longer than 3 fuckin lines.  L8r

                       </3 mr. shawn carr x x

so today was cool.  I chilled with little Geoff, Josh Shank, and Dibley (Brandon)...O ya and Shank's dad (haha) after school today.  Then went home and went to Tyler's with Cody. There wer so many kids there that i miss; Aubree, Kaitlyn, Jordan, Tyler, Mel, Nate.  Welp as fer me and Megan; nothin's goin on yet i wanna stay single fer atLEAST a week and i hope she understands that.  Ugh i think Mel was mad at me at Tylers, it sure as hell seemed like it.  Welp Ima go. 

              
   </3: mr. shawn mutha fuckin cahh xx